Reunion with Myself: First Challenge

I’ve had more than enough red flags, warning signs and indications that I need to slow. The. Hell. Down. Message finally received. I’m surrendering to time and allowing myself to exist in it instead of being an observer of my own life....

Missing Myself

I'm very excited to get to know those close to me (including myself) on a deeper level by being more vulnerable and honest. By allowing myself room to be, room to breathe, rest and live. Bravery will be required to say no to some opportunities, to only cultivate relationships that are life giving and to slow down enough to be still with myself. As I'm typing these words, it's crazy what a foreign concept slowing down is to me and the anxiety I'm feeling as I embark on this challenge. The fact that I'm feeling anxiety about being still is a red flag and is a sign that I'm way overdue for a reunion with myself.

All I Know is Now

Truthfully, it's scary to not know what's next and to speak openly about it. I think there are ugly elements of perfectionism and fear as to why this topic makes me so uncomfortable. Society tells me that at this point in my life, I'm supposed to have it all figured out. The fact that I don't have it figured out doesn't make me a failure, it makes me human. Opening up means that I'm tired of pretending I'm perfect. No one is perfect and we should stop judging others like we are.

The Moments That Define Us

Life is simply a compilation of moments that define us. Whether it's an unkind word leading to a wounded spirit or a major milestone life event, moments and how we process and react to them shape us to our core.

The Other Shoe

I was lying in bed wide awake at 1 am this morning even though baby Jonas was sound asleep. I feel crazy for not taking advantage of this time and sleeping because it IS crazy. Truthfully, I can't sleep because I'm worried and have a million "what if" scenarios racing through my head. While this is not an uncommon occurrence for me, this time it's because I feel like the other shoe has finally dropped....